This takes guts and bravery to tell you this…..
I’m actually ever so slightly stuck between a rock and a hard place right now. You see, my life has transformed like crazily and I love that I can share this with others for them to be able to learn what I have learnt too. I love blogging and Vlogging (don’t autocorrect that please!) and I’m so keen to make this life online my entire life. I vlog all the time but didn’t post it yet.
Fear of ridicule.
I hear my authors suffer from this and it stops them from opening up. I have come from a place where I thought life was meant to be tough and tricky. Never in a million years did I feel I would go ahead and be able to write for a living. Oh gosh, course not. That’s not work is it!
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Is it??????????????????
Could it be????????????
Well, yes it could couldn’t it! Of course it could. Why not? Others do it! Why do I have a blocked limiting belief around this one. So much so that I actually don’t write as much as I feel I should/could/ought to.
Write, dammit, just write. See what happens.
Today I have written myself a timetable of work. This carefully shows the times and places I write and the times and places I do the day job to earn the cash. I guess its a bit like budgeting with money…. make a plan and stick to it and the world is your oyster.
My gorgeous fiance has agreed that we can publish our story. Now you see for me, this would involve us making vlogs for Youtube and stuff too. Although I’ve a feeling there already is an audience there for us.
My day job involves me being a businesswoman. Now I’m blonde…..and being totally gooey and in love and thinking the world of my family just makes me look like a hippy not a business woman.
I’d rather be a hippy! Of course I would.
Hmm……. why do I stumble? Purely because of making money. Also judgement. I don’t want others to judge me either.
I wanna let you guys in.. Well, you guys are…..
Anyway, can you do me a favour? Can you come over to my twitter and my facebook and let’s be friends. Can we?
Lola Ismile 