Feeling like my brain has just turned to Scrambled Egg…..
What’s up with me? Well, everything is everywhere, I was really hoping to plough on with writing my latest book today but can’t settle.
You ever had that? When you can’t settle? I’ve been round all the coffee shops trying to settle and they are all too busy on a Saturday for me to sit at my PC.
The expert in me would say, meditate. Yet I think more, recognise
I’m recognising that I work well on deadlines. If I have lots to do and a time to fit it in, I will go hell for leather to make it happen. If it’s an open ended thing I drag my heels a bit.
So, I’m hoping to build a new website, to promote my new book, write my current book, re brand myself and promote my coaching services.
Why oh why can’t I?
I’m thinking of a land far away, with blue clear waters and red fireball skies. My gorgeous baby is waiting impatiently for me to get there. We spend all this time on the internet chatting (thank God for the internet) and yet what we really need is to lay together, gazing into each others dark brown eyes and just be ‘in love’…….
11 more nights until I jet off. I’m so excited and very unsettled. Will he be flying back with me to this country? Will he never come? Will we get married soon? Have a baby? I guess work is coming slowly as I have no idea what I should be thinking. If he comes, he will help with the finances. If he doesn’t, I need to be my brilliant self and helping the businesses enough that they reward me generously and I can “pop over to Egypt for a long weekend”…….without a blink!
Sigh. Thanks for listening…….much love from
Lola, Scrambled Egg head. xx
Lola Ismile 